Fan ZiiE++zhOu ZiiE
Monday 31 August 2009
01:54

今天

选拔以后

去了医院

因为阿嬷进院了

但,没什么大碍

很累

选拔选不到

但,算了

尽力了

在医院里

看懂很多东西



其实,真的很渺小

上天,要你来就要来

要你走,你不得留

再舍不得,也得走了

这一刻,还能做什么?

舍不得

很痛苦

如果,不种下太多感情

人走的时候,会不会比较快乐呢?

但,没有了感情的世界,岂不是个空壳吗?

做人,真的很难

但,我们就是人,可以怎样?

有时候,看着天上的鸟儿飞

自由自在

无忧无虑

岂不是很快乐吗?

至少,它们不需要面对“人生”

快乐,又是怎样的呢?

每天嘻哈大笑?

还是,坐拥金山?

还是,身无病痛?

人生,有几多个十年?

想做什么,趁有生之年

完成他吧

要走的时候

真的什么也做不了

爱情,友情,亲情

这3种感情

让人快乐,让人悲哀

人生,就是在做选择

过去的东西,回不了头

人生如戏

这戏里

是喜是悲

这是我们“人”

所能决定的唯一一件事

人生路上

人来人往

缘聚缘散

对你好的,记得他

对你不好的,忘记他

被你爱过,却离你而去的,祝福他

爱过你的,感谢他

所以

我想跟现在爱着我的你说声

“谢谢!”

你真的让我很幸福

&the beauty.

Thursday 27 August 2009
08:31

2day...a sporty day...

early in the morning...

v go 4 bicycle ride..

members:

me, BB, amei, elin, jocelin, jeff and kean siang

hehe...

actuali, quite fun...

but, i dunno how 2 handle the bicycle..

make my BB wanna wait me...

very sorry about that...

after that, v go pandan indah 4 pan mee..

erm...not so bad...

but, i more recommend mei yee..

not a bad day...

but, still care about "some1" and "some happen"...

so, totally, still...ok ba...

&the beauty.

Wednesday 26 August 2009
09:26

Today...nothing...Moody..
coz some1...some happened...
actuali, i no nid b moody bcoz of "some1"..
not worth at all...

but, sometime, my EQ are reli "zero"..
haiz...dunno y...
i also think that i m strong as i think..
but, mayb...i m reali not at all..

dunno what i want...
dunno what i chasing for...
happy?
succeed?
or..juz a simple life?
DUNNO...

人,有时候好像很难做...
不懂...
好人难做,坏人也难做...
不懂得抉择...
当别人对你不仁的时候,你是否也该对他不义?
也许我是错的...
但,我就是这样...
他都对你不仁了,何必对他有义呢?
对吧?

朋友...
是怎样的?
我开始模糊...
也许,我们...并不是朋友...
我不懂...

对你的不仁,我也已经原谅了一次又一次...
够了吧?
尽了吧?
要我再原谅,我真的做不到...

人家都说...
凡事看开点,不要执着...
但,也许执着的,不是我...

不是什么事情都能够轻易放开...
不是什么事情都能够过了就算...
不是全部朋友都能够投于信任...

只有自己...
能相信...

&the beauty.

Thursday 20 August 2009
09:02



Itz mee...burfday girl...

20th August 2009...

M.Y B.i.r.t.h.d.a.y.

My hair bcum longer liao leh...

hehe...hapiiii....

jz came back from genting...

wiff my BB and Elin and her dar, Equan..




took this..after i cnt get the McDonald's milk shake... :(


This guy are known as Equan..see..Sunshine boy...
Ho Elin..get wif the basketball game..haha...

Tengok ni...Laughing Gor neh...1st show neh..

My present..hehe...I love STARBUCKS so much..

my BB gave me a starbucks { I m not allowed 2 drink it without BB's permission d arr }

and...our C.O.U.P.L.E. S.H.I.R.T.

hehehehe...finally, i Got it...

eventhough not very special, not very nice, but, that the best 4 me...

reali...

eventhough this year your HAND WRITTING are lossing..

But, enough 4 me...

coz, u r wif me...
静心池

1. Elin
2. Equan
3. My family
4. Shaw Bing
5. Min yee
6. Small Black
7. Lay Kon
8. Mifen
9. Jeff
10. Jervey
11. Lee May
12. Ah Tack
13. Ming Shi
14. Michelle
15. Boon Aik
16. Kent
17. Mei Teng
18. Swee Yee Sister { whom that disturb me when i m sleeping ==' }
19. Pei Ching
20. Tea Tea
21. Ah Tong
22. James
23. Kean Siang
24. Belo { u r the most surprising, thx so much! I m reali touching...THX.... }
25. Kenwin

And all the unknown number in my phone...

and also any that i did'nt mention above..

THX A LOT 2 U ALL...

love u all so much..

Muackxx~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 MYSELF...

&the beauty.

Monday 17 August 2009
09:20

!!!!!!!!!!HA ha HA ha HA ha HA ha HA ha HA ha HA!!!!!!!!!!

Finally...our final F.I.N.I.S.H.E.D.

very hapi oo....

2day after test, v go MID VALLEY 4 K...

haha....hapi hapi...

after...go SUNWAY 4... "YUAN" steamboat...

haha...4 elin n my burfday....

my BB joined aso...

hehe...

hapi....like my BB....

My BB sing very nice leh...

bt, not nice as me la...of coz...haha....

haiz...but, unhapi things happened aso...

reached house at 11.30pm...kena marah pula...

dunno whatelse can do...

not me can decide the time 2 back...bt majority...

y scold me???

i din do so often, rite??

plz leave me some space....PLZ..

actuali, found some problem between us...

but, i dunno how 2 say it out...

JUZ...

LeaVe It iN mY HeaRt...

A 4eVer seCreT 4 mE...

&the beauty.

Monday 10 August 2009
01:46

呼呼...开心哦今天...

好不容易...捱完3科了...

1. Moral Studies
2. English Foundation
3. Algebra & Trigonometry

哈哈...都过了...轻了好多...

剩下拜五的economics还有拜一的office application...

真的轻松好多...之前都被压力压得无法呼吸...

考完试呢,又有得去云顶...哇...最好快点考完...

谢谢你,总给我很大的支持...

真的很谢谢...

我的比...

今天的你,和他,再次出去了...

我开始真的很怕...

我不懂的面对,唯有努力逃避...

用很平静的心情看待,但,原来我不可以...

努力地,压制自己的心情,但,原来我办不到...

你们的和好,也许是我期待的,但,也许并不是...

我怕...真的很怕...

很怕再一次的...再受伤...

很想坦然的面对,很想不再担心,很想不再害怕历史重演...

很想很想...但,原来不可以...

没有人会明白我的痛...心里永远会在痛...

我很努力的不再去想...但,很多时候,会自动浮现...

让我很伤...我知道,你不希望我想起...

其实,我很想说,我也不想...

要到1年了...这1年的日子,我们好好...很稳定,很平静...

1018...我真的很怕...但,无可奈何...

10182009...你会否还在我身边?

&the beauty.

Saturday 8 August 2009
08:17

Yesterday...
Finali...Finali...Finali...
Finished my MORAL final...
haha...hapi hapi hapi...
actuali, all the MCQ are similar with mid term...
waste my time...
sacrified my sleep time for a whole nite....
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!
but, is better that it be like that...if nt i sure will die in the exam hall....

HEHE...
after finished, our HAPI HOUR...
go 4 McDonald...
then, our Miss Cutie suddenly speak out sumthing useful...
Cutie : "我们现在要去哪里?"
me n elin : "不知道.."
Cutie : "去看戏咯..."
haha...a GREAT idea...
NO ANY OBJECTION FROM US!!!!!!
haha...when leisure mall 4 our hapi hour...

《窃听风云》
so nice....
go 4 it!!!!!!!!
strongly recommand....
so many handsome inside la...
Cutie r excited inside d cinema...haha...

after tat leh...accompany our Miss. Elin...
2 maxis to settle up her Youth Club...
Finali DONE...hahahaha....
and v get 3 ballons...
doggie is 4 me...elin get a "cancer" bear...and our cutie get a flower lol...

after that leh...
v go SPEEDY...do sumthg nonsense...
cz reali found ntg can do...
our nest destination....POPULAR...
go 4 fashion book...cutie r finding 4 make up steps...
her face is ROUND shape d...haha...
actuali, she is reali cute...always make us hapi...
eventhough ur joke r CHILDISH...
haha...
thx our MISS. JERVEY...

&the beauty.

Wednesday 5 August 2009
09:06

Haiz...
Study for the whole day again...
2ml is my final...english foundation...
tired now...
now my brain is fulfilled...

Haiz...
feeling...breathless...
stress...stress...stress...
but, nothing can do...beside of STUDY...

sometimes, reali thinking wanna give up...
but, i know i can't b that...

thx my BB...
u are the 1 always b my side...
and give me the greatest support...
thx u so much and much..
and i love u so much...
sorry coz i m also quarrel with u...
and get u in trouble...
i apologize...i m sorry...

ok...its time to sleep now..
if nt, my BB will kill me ady...
gud9 everyone...
good luck 4 my final...

&the beauty.

Tuesday 4 August 2009
05:35

读书读了整天...好像什么也没读到...闲...
final is nearer...but, no mood 2 study...dunno y...
可能会转校了...烦...
今天,和你,闹了整天...
我知道,又是我错了...
一整天,没心机,没胃口...人好闷...

我们之间,总算真正的解决了吧...
你说,不喜欢吵架的我们,不喜欢有问题的我们...
其实,我也不喜欢...
吵架,我的心情不见得会好...
我们说好,以后都不再分开...你要我答应以后不再说...
真的希望我们以后都好好的...

今天,因为一只鱼,我们都笑了...
你家的鱼...很喜欢...
每次去你家都会抱着它...
哭,也是抱着它...
笑,也是因为它...
fish spa...我们的秘密...
你曾经也跟我说过一个鱼的故事,你还记得吗?

现在,正很忙着筹备我的“生日之旅”...
你说带我去槟城勒...
很忙的在筹备...哈哈...
希望今年的生日会很开心...
+++期待+++

&the beauty.

Monday 3 August 2009
09:21

3rd og August...
Alin burfday lol...special leave 2day for us de wor...
went HOI TONG 4 steamboat...
dunno y...no appetize...jz eat little...
v buy cakes 4 her...but dunno y...they bought 4 pieces same flavour..==''
after HOI TONG, go for 2nd round again...haha...
coz chee theen made jelly 4 lin lol...nice...
equan giv lin a butch of BLUE roses and a bottle of DIOR perfume..
wa..I want aso...
My burfday coming..dunno wat my BB get 4 me leh??

yesterday nitez, v quarrel...
actuali, settled d...
but, dunno y..2day when v meet, feel like hard feeling..wanna cry...
but finally, v r reali SETTLED...
u make me laugh again...but next timr dun GU JIT me again...
u r reali cute...the most i love...
thx dear...i will try 2 change myself..
that juz 4 u...try 2 suit myself with u...
v r hapi when b 2 gether...
mayb i m reali no need mind too much about the nonsence things...
at least...jz trust that u r reali love me...rite?
2day, u promize again..wont leave me 4ever...
i trust u...
remember OUR PROMIZE...

&the beauty.

Saturday 1 August 2009
23:41

BB havent back yet....so...BOORING...
wanna study...but lazy 2 do it...so, blogging lol...
Alex accompany me...a best best frenzz...
help me fix all my things....
i m very stupid...always b in troubles...
u reali help me so much...thxxx...

&the beauty.

05:54

Feedback for my whole day...
reali TIRED.....
My dear dear go to PENANG....so, no time 2 accompany me....ALONE...
8.30am : wake up..coz wanna go yu hua 2 replace my BB for coaching....so pity...
till 11.30am...then jz have a nap...then continue my coaching life again....till 5pm leh...
after that leh...go back homu luuu...wawawa...hapii....
mum and dad go 2 genting 4 CHAI QIN concert wor....
so, i m the LAI MA 2 my 2 sisters liao....aiyo...
cleaned my car...hehe...
my BB kip on complaining my dirty car...
but, its REALIII CLEAN now...
sure my BB will b hapii and satisfied...

yesterday went to PIKOM PC fair...
CRAMP...cramp...CRAMP...
its PEOPLE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE SEA ooo....
get all my things there....
finally, my BB get favourite camera...
SONY T90...espresso colour....
v arguing about the colour b4...
but, after decide wanna buy....bought no 1 of that...
funny....he is reali dote on me...

2day is reali tired...
postpone my study again...
final is getting nearer and nearer...
n i m getting worry and worry....
but, what else can do???
juz try my best....
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!
God bless, PLZ......

&the beauty.

me

Juz a simple girl..named Loycious..18..study in UCSI..desire 4 a peace and simple world...Welcome everyone..

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